bicycleofthoughts

slow and unsteady

Unsure.

If you ask me if I believe God exists, my answer would be no. But I still go to temple. Voluntarily. Why do I do that? I am not afraid of God. I don’t believe some divine judgement will be passed upon me if I don’t go to temple. I don’t have any love of — read more

Aug 26, 2017
Everybody’s shit and maybe I am too…

Sometimes I wonder if I am tired of my life. I know I should not be. Life has so many things that are interesting. But in some moments, I really think I am tired of it all. I feel like a drone in those moments. Then I stuff my earphones in my ears all the — read more

Aug 4, 2017
Honesty is NOT the “best policy”

Honesty has always got me in trouble. Never in my life, has honesty rescued me from one though. Rather, it has cemented the problem for the future. When I was a kid, I read so many stories with the moral, ‘Honesty is the best policy.’ Reading so many stories where the honest ones are rewarded — read more

Jul 19, 2017
Miseries in Life

Looking at the number of people who commit suicide, I have come to think that people want to kill themselves all the time. That would mean I am not different. I am the same as them. They just don’t get to share their thoughts like I do. From experience, I can surely say that they — read more

Jun 27, 2017
My phases

It is said that first impression is the last impression. My first impression is bad. So bad that it shows none of my virtues. It only highlights my worst aspects in difficult situations. Not confident, immature and not very smart. I am not a good conversationalist either. I will search for words to come out — read more

May 29, 2017
Waiting for the end

Sometimes you just want to punch something. At these times, I am too weak to do it. I just can’t move my fist. We know that punching a wall or a tree will not solve our problems but we still want to do it. It might help us release our frustration on things that are — read more

May 15, 2017
Practice, Seize, Believe

What are you waiting for? A miracle? A genie that will grant you three wishes? A prophecy that makes you the one with a power that nobody else has? I am quite sure none of them are coming to you. What is going to come to you? Opportunities. One is staring you in the face — read more

May 8, 2017
This is a poem and it doesn’t even rhyme.

Gave up so much to be cool; my quirks, my patience, my concerns, Only to need them later in my life, but now I am so cool. Believe me, when I smile, it can be fake or real, No one can tell the difference; not even me, because now I am so cool. I can’t — read more

Apr 23, 2017
More depressing things I needed to say!

Music is not helping me at this moment. I hate moments like these. You feel a burden on your mind that you cannot pinpoint what it is but it is taking all of your mind. You cannot do anything productive in these moments. Distractions are useful but they are only helpful for a very short — read more

Apr 15, 2017
God & Me

What is God? If God is all-powerful, why does He need anything from us? He has everything, then why does He care about whether we believe in Him or not? Does He feel insecure? Does He need our appreciation at all times for what He has done for us? Why does He restrict us from — read more

Apr 10, 2017