bicycleofthoughts

slow and unsteady

I am back.

And I am back. Finally I am back. I feel the same again. Just pain. I want to cry but I cannot. Yes, it is the same feeling. I hoped it would never be back. But it is there. I want to talk to somebody but there is nobody out here. I can’t figure out — read more

Aug 9, 2018
Writer’s Block

I wield my pen, but words are not on the paper They are in my mind and then they are vapour Once it was easy when I could feel some emotions Now they are nothing but some unknown notions People expect me to pump out some good rhymes But now I live as a machine — read more

Aug 7, 2018
The Dying Pen

This pen is bad but it’s all I have So I write with it A rose after bleeding from thorns is still beautiful I hope someone reads my thoughts It’s better than killing them with yourself I hope he spreads them even if he doesn’t like them I don’t want my ideas to die with — read more

May 12, 2018
Binland – 1

It is time. I have to do this. I have no choice. There is a lot at stake here. All my money, my lifestyle and all my fake friends. You can call me ‘broke’ if I fail to take action. I don’t like being broke. When you are broke, your friends try to help you. — read more

Dec 19, 2017
Kiss Me

Kiss me with love Everybody is dead In this worldly heart Imitation of a new start Kiss with a goodbye You and I won’t cry Smile pasted across our face Tears hidden in embrace Amazingly I am here Telling you about how I care Noisily unsmart Brains and my heart To replace myself Kiss me — read more

Dec 9, 2017
The Easier Path

Why is killing oneself so easy? If it was hard, suicides will be less prevalent. I am not saying that people who kill themselves are cowards or weak. I just think that they chose the easier path. People always want to choose the easier path. The one that requires less work. But sometimes, life only — read more

Nov 20, 2017
A Bad Post.

One day, I will have a girlfriend. One day, I will love somebody. The person I love will be smarter than me. The person I love will be cooler than me. The person I love will be happier than me. That person is so hard to exist. But there is a chance. And the chance — read more

Oct 13, 2017
Conflict

Just like everyone else, conflicting emotions lie within me. Unlike the other people, I am in control of my emotions, rather than the other way around. This dons me with the responsibility of satisfying every aspect of me. If my emotions dictated my actions, I would not have much control over my actions and I — read more

Sep 12, 2017
Laughter For Life

There is a party in my mind, Going on all the time, Always raging on, I feel like I don’t have a care, Happy everywhere, Even when I am alone. SOMETHING FEELS WRONG……. I am smiling all the time, No answer for why, Explanation is unknown, I cannot feel anything else, Only happiness, The sadness — read more

Sep 7, 2017
Joker’s Call

I like a queen but she doesn’t like me back. She likes a king and I am a jack. What is more is that the king is my friend. I don’t want to break what I can’t amend. So I sit and I think about it alone. And I wait till the pain in my — read more

Aug 31, 2017