slow and unsteady

They said I'll be lonely always, if I don't change my ways.
That's what their stars say, under which my body lays.
The man in me flees away, but the machine stays.
observing everything, figuring how everything plays.
Disregarding the feelings of the vain, no love, no pain
Only their ghosts in the vast void remain.
I figure they would never change, the same as me.
I am a ghost for the future, that won't come to be.
there will be contours of reality that I will never see.
that I will never feel, that I will never know
And I know that I'm falling downwards, that's where everything will go.
And nothing falling will ever collide, there is nothing to fall back on.
So they can never go up, it is their final form.
They can only imagine what could have been
Imagining a life is a thing of past, I'm living like it ends today.
All feelings are fleeting, I sound like a saint
I have got no complaint, as my heartbeat starts to faint.

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