bicycleofthoughts

She lives where the sun doesn’t set, worry, I am only awake at night,
She could put the sun to shame, happy, shining outlandishly bright,
Never the right guy, just a guy, pained, can’t stand the light
Music in the ears every moment, ecstasy, losing my sight

I am not feeling anything. I don’t have any hopes,
Can’t be disappointed, can’t be the one who mopes.
Somehow, I am still motivated, I don’t have any goals,
Have no responsibilities, who cares about all of the roles.

I won’t get up, I won’t even try ’cause I don’t want to
I will lie right here on the floor, I can’t fall from here
I am not afraid, my heart is just a little brittle
Even if shattered, I’ll collect it right up from the floor

Piece of advice, no need to worry, I have been worse
I have been happy, have been pleasured, have been pained,
Have felt sunken, have felt ecstasy, All I know is I can’t die,
Even if I don’t try to live, how? I have no idea though,

Maybe I have forgotten the good times, I have a bad memory
But I don’t remember the bad ones, but there was someone
Someone who caused the good times, caused the bad times,
There is no solution though, only one solution.