bicycleofthoughts

I think I need sleep. But I can’t. I wake up to the sound of alarm, everyday at the same time. Then I can’t get out of bed. It’s so hard. I feel the need to eat. But I don’t want to eat. I am getting weaker by the hour. My vision is getting blurry. Nothing looks clear. I feel like I can’t do anything. I have lost the ability to feel. This is bad. I am stressed. Yesterday, I drank one glass of water. Yesterday, I ate half as much as I usually do. I know what this is. I have been here before. The only solution I know to this problem is hitting the gym. But I don’t have any time. I can’t wake up at 6. Even if I do, it would be impossible to get out of the bed. I have no idea what’s going to happen.